menyesal pulak rase bila buat janji pada diri sendiri..
haih~~
diri sendiri yang rase bersalah..padahal takde pape pown..
occay, mungkin sedikit gabra..
alah, tp tuh kan atas hal kerje..huhu
yg mak abah adik2 aku mengelabah camtu nape..
tolon jgn buat lawak'nak tunggu saiye ngn bunge manggar' bole tak..haih~~
aduhhhh..
tulis pada tangan sendiri..
ini urusan rasmi..
tak termasuk dalam janji..
tapi janji tetap janji..
ape crite??..
aduyaii..
dah la..
'encik, boleh tak kalo saiye pegi sorang je'
haha..
Gilo..poyo..bodo..
pasal kerje jela..
menggelabah la die nih
bersepah....

saiye homesick ;'(

1) me = homesick..[uncle, ur DSLR make me cry tonite..huhu :'( ]

2) me = strawberry cicah madu, me want you to stay beside me..as usual..never make u mine, because u are sweeeeet but too sour and high-fibre (serabut) which is contras with my taste..so u are safe now..:).so i dedicate this song to u [cliks here]

3)me = packing my luggage for my exciting trip..cant wait, really excited but lil bit nervous.."dive trip turn tragic", article in Malaysia Diving Community forum really leave a bad impact in my mind..But nevermind, saiye suda berlatih setahun untuk trip ini ..Hopefully everything will be occay..Pray for me humm?

4)me = want to dedicate this song for those who are sweet together..njoy~~ [cliks here] :))

5) me= will balik kampong A.S.A.P. kangen and craving for mak njang mazenah handmade :)

6)me = to pondanGs , embrassez-moi, serrez-moi dans ses bras et le sourire pour moi avant que je vais. kay? :p (tataw betol ke salah, sila tanye cikgu anda kay)

Rocket by Yuna


You’re like a rocket in my mind
That’s waiting to define everything about me no one knew
And you stick like a poster on my wall
As if you dont wanna move

I got no money in my pocket
Nobody to rock with but you
But you know me I don’t seem to roll
Somehow we managed to get through

People come and people go
And people gonna come some more
They pick a fight
But it’s alright
At least I get to see you tonight
Tonight


I can’t believe we almost got famous for nothing baby
You came the last minute of panic to save me
I can’t believe we almost got paid for nothing baby
Cause even if they go away
I got the feeling that you’re gonna stay


It’s like I’m picking up a miracle off the sidewalk
Like kitten in the box
Don’t contemplate yourself, you say
Cause you’re all you’ve got
I'm ecstatic and pathetic
At the same time unlike you
Baby you’ve got no move
And you think I’m good at what I do

People come and people go
And people gonna come some more
They pick a fight
But it’s alright
At least I have you home tonight
Tonight

I can’t believe we almost got famous for nothing baby
You came the last minute of panic to save me
I can’t believe we almost got paid for nothing baby
Cause even if they go away
I got the feeling that you’re gonna stay

You’re like a rocket in my mind
Waiting to define everything about me
You’re like a poster on my wall
Sticking, don’t wanna fall
As if you dont wanna move

-credit to yuna-

haha,
dalam byk2 perkare tak best yang berlaku,
AKHIRNYA....
ade gak bende bes yang akan berlaku
ALHAMDULILLAH...
:)

my lovely MAK nak datang Gannu!!!!!
oso my lovely mokta :)
YAY!!! HEPI..HEPI...HEPI...:)
lalalalalalalalalala~~
kene kosongkan diari untuk 2 hari tuh...
ohhh...cam samting yang memberi cahaya dalam malam gelap kot..huhuhuhu...
Thanks ALLAH..syukur..syukur..
ape nak kirim ek...hum..
ye,...bekalan tempoyak sudah semakin habis,nge nge nge ~~

n 1 more thing, my Besfren since form 4
Epi, akan balik ke Gannu soon..
Haha..cik mejistret..Saiye hepi kamu dah nak abes..
mesti bes nanti, kamu kan nk sgt jumpe cik strawberry n cik apis manan
yg now 2 2 pown kat Gannu.
dah kamu n cik apis manan kan "kepala" IMTIAZ
y not, taun neh kite wat gathering kat Gannu ajew..
n, baru2 neh pown Naim n the geng of IMTIAZ ade rancang2 vacation kat pulaw2 terengganu.
I'll arrage sumting special for u guys..:)
waaaa bercuti!!! ske ske!!

IMTIAZ!! rindu gile ah kat kowang...tugas kowang kene kumpul wit je byk2 kay..dan amek borang cuti awal2...hehe..tu je..

UPDATE! 29 mac 2009

:)
*sengeh lame2 :)
my adik perempuan (Ngah) akan mengakhiri zaman praktikal nya bulan mei neh, and check result ? :) ya! die maw datang ke mari..ya..ke Terengganu..menghabeskan cuti..Tujuan utama, maw memancing..hehe..She likes fishing verymuch :) and maybe my youngest sis pown akan datang sekali kerna tyme tuh pown adalah tyme cuti semester....trimas kerna melawat kakak korang yang dah hampir maw gela kat Azkaban neh..hehe..jempot..jempot..mari..mari..hehe, March 1 bulan yang gela dasyat dan menghorrorkan, i reli hope, mei and april akan jadi lagi baik..:) insyaallah..

UPDATE! 28 mac 2009Semalam saiye dapat my 3rd bufday prezen.. tak sangke. Neway, Thanxs guys.bende terakhir yang buat aku teringatkan masa lalu dan korang..priceless..

about this pic, nampak x muke org dalam air tuh? haha horror x? gambar ini di ambil oleh Emma Place kat Hull's Aquarium in the U.K. gambar muke tuh di percayai hantu.. OMG pic neh buat aku ketaq lutut nak wat night dive..huhu..

It’s not the first time ghostly goings-on have been reported.

A night watchman claims to have spotted a shadowy figure in the TimeLine, which charts the history of the world’s oceans.

Colin Brown, chief executive of The Deep, said: “We are a scientific centre and we’re sure there must be a logical explanation.

“It’s just that we can’t find it.”

*credit to PADI @ multiply

tut..tut..1 messege recieve.."salan nda, wat pe tuh"
reply "salam e', humm xde wat pape..baru lik kelas..e' kat mane?"
tut..tut..1 messege recieve " humm e' pon baru lik kelas nih..nak tunggu waktu zuhur ni..nda sht?"
reply " nda sehat..pnS je..rini pnt sgt"
" iye? jgn lupe minum air byk2..jage kesihatan..e' nak gi masjid dah ni..nanti mlm e' msg lg k?"
~~terharu~~
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sms
"e', nda demam :("
ringgggg..
bunyi fon.."assalamualaikum..nda..nda ok x nih?"
"ok..demam je..xley gi kelas.huhu"
"dah makan ke lom ni..ubat ade? tuh la..e' dah pesan jage kesihatan..rumet ade kat bilik?"
"ade sorang"
"jap gi mintk tlg die belikan makanan..pas mkan, mkn ubat kay"
"um ok..jgn risau la..nda ok..pas rehat sihat la kot..e' xde kelas ke?"
"um pas zuhur ada lagi..nda, nak taw, e' dah dapat hafal separuh al-Quran taw"
"iye? bagus la..eh, xzuhur lagi kew?"
"humm dah..e' pegi masjid dlu kat..nanti mlm kande kol dinde kay"
"ok..lelok kande.."
"iye..dinde tuh mkn ubat..assalamualaikum"
"w'salam"
~~terharu lagi~~
......................................................................
sms
"messege if u a fren
misscall if u miss me
call if u love me
just ignore if u hate me"
send to 0199177087
~senyap~
~senyap~
~senyap lagi~
(jht..rupenye..kamu benci saiye (T_T) )
ringggggg....
"assalamualaikum..nda, sori, e' ade kelas td"
"hello..nape e' call?"
"nda sihat ?"
"sihat..nape e' call"
"nk jwb soklan nda tuh la"
"hehe..e' ni..pandai kan..jgn wat lwk la..nda x suh e' 'call' pown..'msg' je da cukup."
"nda, e' mmg nak jwb yg 'call' la"
"e', e' jgn men2.."
"betol la..xmen2"
"hum..nda xpk lagi la..kite kwn je kan"
"mmg la kwn.."
"nda xbersedia lg kot..bru pas sembuh"
"owh..ok..e' tunggu sampai nda bersedia k..nda..da masuk masgrib nih..e' gi masjid dulu k"
"owh..ok'
"salam"
"salam"
OMG~~
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ringgg
"salam dinde. dinde kat mane ni?"
"salam..dinde kat kelas ni..nape e"
"dinde, azrin, meninggal"
"Innalillahiwainnalillahirajiun..bile e'?
"tadi, baru je..e' nak ke sane ni"
"meninggal kat mane? ya Allah..nda baik tuh dengan die..meninggal sebab ape? cam tak caye je"
"kat hospital..katenye sbb lelah"
"Owh die mmg lelah dari dulu..xsangke nye..cam tak caye"
"tuh la..dah ajal"
"dinde camne? nak ikot pegi tak ziarah arwah?
" um nak..tapi camne? dinde kat changlun lg ni..sok cuti"
"ok, dinde naik bas sampai Temerloh, nanti kande amek.."
"Ok"
................................................................

senyap~~ lama~~~
................................................................
ringg (tepon umah)
"linda! epi nih.."
"nape P ?"
"linda! fa***m excident..kat temerloh..skunk otw bawak ke KL"
"hah!! ya Allah bile? teruk ke?"
"tah org kate 50-50"
"gile? ya Allah harap2 selamat"
"tuh la..kite doakan la"
"xcident dgn pe P?"
"tah, org kate terbabas"
"Ya Allah P, takot nye saiye..harap2 slamat, P ade pape terus bgtaw saiye taw"
"ok..jgn risaw sgt linda..same2 doa kay"

~~capai telekung..solat hajat...~~
~~tunggu~~
~~tunggu lagi~~
~~lagi~~
dalam hati..bedebar-bedar..harap2 dia adalah 50% yg +ve..amin..aku sgt yakin die selamat "tak de pape kot...takde ape lah"

ringgg
"linda..fa***m da mininggal..baru kejap td..sabar linda.."
senyap~~
senyap lg~~
"linda..sabar linda"
"awak jgn tipu saiye P"
"sumpah linda..wat pe saiye nak tipu..Assyik ade ngn arwah mase arwah putus nafas"
"jgn tipu saiye pi"
"linda saba la..Tuhan lagi syg kan die"
"bagi saiye no assyik P"
" jap gi saiye send..awok sabo ek linda..byk2 doa..byk bertenang.."


"salam..assyik..linda ni"
ye linda..kat mane tuh"
kampung..assyik..
senyap~~
"linda"
"Assyik..tol ke fa***m meninggal?"
"tol..baru 10 min lepas..sabar ye linda"
"jgn tipu saye syik"
"ana tak tipu..ana ade sebelah arwah mase die putus nafas td..tuhan syg kan die linda..bykkan bersabar.."
jgn tipu..takkan la..org lain kot"
"linda..bykkan sabar k"
"takpe la"

dunia gelap...aku diawang-awangan..nak menages tekterkeluar air mata..kosong..tiada kelihatan ape-ape..lost..lihat bumbung..kosong..tak percaya...

"mak, kawan akak yg duk kat kuantan yg hafal quran tuh meninggal mak..excident..
"la..yeke..bile?"
"baru je..sedihnye.."
"dah ajal nok buat mcmane"
~~berat nya dugaan ni~~

ku capai al-quran..yassin ku baca..bile sampai ke ayat akhir..air mata baru terhambur.teresak-esak.tersedu-sedu maha besar dugaan ini.kenapa mesti dia...Ya Allah..kenapa Kau ambil dia begitu awal. Aku rindui dia.aku rindu senyumnya..aku rindu ayat-ayatnya..aku rindu nasihat-nasihatnya.mungkin kerana amalnya dan untuk mengurangkan dia berbuat dosa didunia..mungkin itu nikmat untuk hambaMu yang soleh..tapi sehingga hari ini.walaupun dah 5 tahun berlalu, aku sentiasa merasakan dia ada di mana2 di dunia ini..cuma aku tak dapat temui nya..dia takkan hilang dari ingatan ku..bila aku rindu..akan kurenung semula kisah dulu kala..walau tiada semanis gula..tapi manis nya tetap terasa..kerana dia insan istimewa yang bisa buat siapa saja sayang padanya.aku redha ya Allah..Kau utuskan dia untuk membimbing ku..tapi Kau ambil dia terlalu cepat hingga buat aku terkapai..maha besar dugaanMu.namun, aku bersyukur ya Allah.Al-fatihah..